Can’t Sleep, Clown’ll Eat Me…

January 16, 2008 at 1:32 am (adoption, homestudy) (, , , , )

It’s 1:21am, I don’t know how long I’ve been awake for. My nerves are shot, my head is spinning and I have no clue how I’ll make it through the next 2 weeks. I was ill again this morning, which made me totally regret the fried chicken I had for supper last night on the empty stomach from all day yesterday. I feel like such a head case, even my IVF cycle didn’t affect me like this. The stress is extreme, and no one tells you how crazy with anxiety it will make you.

Now, don’t get me wrong, if this works out, it will ALL be worth it. Oh please let this work out…

For some unknown reason, I also woke up from a brief sleep period with the song from the Zeller’s commercial stuck in my head, if you’re not familiar, see below. It just keeps repeating over and over and over and… well, you get the idea. At least I know all the words!

On a side note, it’s amazing what you can find on YouTube these days.


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